Hello from an ambivert!

Welcome to my site! My name is Parbeen. I’m a working chic with an obsession with words. Yes, I’m a logophile. While I’m not working, I can be found playing up with some words inside my head. This space is a consequence of my piled up emotions, deep thoughts & hopes. I have a deep…

Shoutouts 💪🏻

My dad used to tell me this: “Buried feelings never die.” He was straight up. GUILT, SHAME, PAIN, FEAR Avoid or reject any of these and they won’t go away. They will show up in your life in undesirable ways and cloud your judgement. They will become louder… asking to be seen, heard, understood, brought…

Being an intrusive weed in a garden of wildflowers!

How could people tell each other that there is peace on the ground while all the demons are running wild around the town. Turning smiles upside down to frowns, how could people tell each other love is free. While couples are facing charges for being gay and others are locked away from the light of…

Choose! 🏌️

The perfect woman doesn’t exist. They all have their level of crazy. Just like men do. Being the only daughter of a gentleman and the wife of another one, I’ve figured a few things out about this relationship deal. Here’s one of the biggest lessons I’ve learned. CHOOSING. We must CHOOSE. Men may play small…

Does the night love you?? 🖤

The time when it all slows down, The time when the rush calms down, That time of the day, when you lay, Trying to slumber, closing your eyes.. Softly… And then, something brisk you up, a subtle way, a gentle thought. A random thing you noticed days before, Or maybe a stray dog that you…

May you find peace up there🎭

How many lives will be lost before we address the elephant in the room? How many bodies do we burn before we acknowledge the fact that a person’s mental health is ten folds more important than his or her physical well being? How many names do we strike off the list before we understand that…

Let them.

You are a woman… Let them not degrade you.Let them not find the courage to tell you how ugly your freckles are, or define them by the scars you carry on yourself when, many a times, it was too difficult for you to handle.Let them not degrade you by questioning your worth, just because you…

When all of this is over..

When all of this is overI hope we step out more oftenbut I hope we take walks instead ofdriving in cars between rolled up windows.I hope we look away from our phones,out of our windows,up at the starsand feel nothing but gratitude for the world, just as it is.I hope we hug a little longer,breathe…

A dichotomy of irony & A song to live by⏳🌈

Agar Tum Saath Ho is more for me than I can even confess to. It is, in phases, a lazy evening companion, a pensive night’s watchman, a post breakup story even some nostalgia but on occasions, it feels like an-aching-longing-of-something-I-never-had is when it rings the hardest for me. In barely consecutive breaths, it both escalates…

To all the person reading this🦋

There are days when you sit idle and instead of being peaceful, you end up fighting with yourself. There are days when hope feels like a far destination, a route to which you’re always in search. There are days when it’s raining outside and you just sit there quietly thinking about the last time you…

This song❤

Kal Ho Naa ho tries to tell us a lesson that we possibly learn only once in a lifetime but conveniently forget everyday. It measures the spectrum end to end, from chaav to dhoop, just to ask us to not rely on second chances to experience first-hand emotions. And in driving this message, it places…